The tailsman is up..... its so fucking boring that i keep thinking of things on my own. Things that i already stop thinking about. Things that i dun want to think off... The deep deep past that i had. The thought of it just makes me shudder. I can't stop thinking of them and its kinda spooking me and i hate the feeling. I miss everyone. I'll miss fabs when he's gone... He's going to aussy to study and i dunno when he will be back. There's not many ppl who live near that i can look for anymore.
TV is boring. Everything now is boring. Coz i got to stay at home while everybody is having fun and making merry outside while i'm stuck because i have no where to go whe its all time for everyone to head home. I shall find a way to break this Lunar new year tailsman curse.... Hate it.... BAH!!!!!!

PPl just keep msging me happy new year and stuff.. But i'm not happy.. coz i'm stuck at home with no one to talk to and have fun with. I want out. I want OUT!!! STOP msging me.... GIve me peace!!!!! I need peace..... God please help me...