To the confused lady,

Friendships are not overated. Neither are they a distraction. Perhaps you still don't know what you want. Friends laugh together, cry together and love each other dearly. Perhaps you see things in another light which nobody sees it your way. But ultimately they are there for you. Go on and have fun with them.

you're probably met a new friend who leads a lifestyle that you shun. Perhaps its not a lifestyle that you shun but cannot and will not accept because of your religion. You probably accepted him for who he is. But why can't u accept her for who she is? Its not much of a test when the only thing that you have to do is just to accept her for who she is. Don't forget you can be really stubborn and insist on your ways without even hearing someone out. You might not know that you have been doing that to her and to everyone but you are. perhaps its just a phase for her. Learn to accept her. Open up. Love her for who she is. You might never know when things might work out well :) Disapproving a lifestyle and accepting a friend for who she is, are totally different Perhaps seperating them as different issues will help you.

Relationships. It is something that binds 2 ppl together. But ultimately its a bond of feelings that 2 people have for each other. Like i said perhaps you have a different perspective of it. But everything is really simple actually.

Over caring and giving in to much probably lead into someone feeling contained but thats not what i wanted to do in the first place. it was obvious that someone was craving for it till it caused them to be contained. I have learnt alot from this and perhaps grown from it. but my feelings for this particular person hasn't changed. I thought that it was over and i have grown out of it. But when i read that this particular person was injured. I got really worried. I got Kan Cheong. My heart rate accelerates, adrenaline rushing, palms all sweaty, guts growing butterflies,breaking out in cold sweat and lastly feelings of helplessness. Its these moments of helplessness thats when you realize how much you love someone. And now i know that i really really love that someone. Regardless I will always be there for this person.

Lastly, Life is not as crude as what you think it is. Yes you can't bring anyone along when you leave this world. How about making it more meaningful for yourself and for the rest of the ppl in this place that you live in right now.